ya Rab !

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

alhamdulillah for everything, I just knew that my student who I taught last semester did very well in her  form 3 exam, congratz to her and :) I m so happy for that.

but still i don't know why .i feel something missing in my heart :(
o Allah , I hope everything will be okay in my life now. It is just too hurt to accept the reality :(

my wish lists as a student

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

1) Start study with bismillah , not just study but for everything
2) Study everyday with istiqamah
3) Make my own notes
4) Remember the key points
5) and be hardworking
6) Practise practise

xoxo
nafisah :)

Just another year

Bismillahirrahmannirahim

It's  January 1st , 2013. Nothing interested, just another normal life.

بحلول العام الجديد أتمنى لكافة الأصدقاء و الأحبة عاما سعيدا مملوءا بالدفء و الآمال الطيبة

بارك الله فيكم العام الجديد

I  wish you a very happy new year hoping that Allah swt would grant us His generosity and care

May the new year 2013 be a year filled with good health, good imaan and lots of happiness.

orthopedic posting

Assalamu alaikom /heyy

Now, I'm in my 3rd posting of the year. well , i missed the 2nd part of the posting - surgery, never mind. orthopedic post. is the hardest posting so far.. i think 6 weeks posting . I was dying in 1st week but alhamdulillah after 'soul talk' I m doing fine :) Now, i feel I lost the path once again- it is just like , am I doing the correct thing? Hmm. anyway ,:

 there are 5 teams altogether( hand, spine, arthro, paed n ooru) but I m in ooru team- (deal with tumor, osteosarcoma, Ewing's sarcoma, chrondroblastoma, too much diabetic foot ulcer- common stuff , PID ( lost in our team suppose to be in spine team, maybe) , all new stuff, too much oncall in our team! it is not fair :(. Too many OT to attend yuckk .I dont really like go to clinic too on sunday and tuesday, but after my supervisor came back from leave, I m enjoying my clinic days. The MO are superbly nice except some that I hate a bit. but he does appear in my dream, yuckies again :(

well, apart of these not-so-good-feeling , I like reading the books haha :0 Just I need time for it. one more thing, we have more oncall time compared to other team and I super hate oncall on weekend.. yeah, who doesnt. when u wake up in themorning and 1st question pop out from mind ' oh my, why should I have oncall today? i shold continue sleep..'  but no matter what happen.   I promise my self that at the end of this posting ,I will become  an

sounds interesting , ha? hihihi :)

please make du'a for me to undergo all these to become a competent muslimah doctor in near future

xoxo, 

nafisah 

a cup of coffee boost me

i dont know why i m so craving for coffee lately
i dont like coffee, it makes my heart beat faster and maybe i'll die any time
but , today i had my coffee
and I m going to have another cup

Paedatric posting

Salam alaikom and hiiiii . What a blessed beautiful jumuah (friday)
How much   I wait for weekend since I started my 4th year , unless I have on- call on weekends. :)
So my first posting is paedatric posting . Next week is the final week before rotate to surgery department.
During 5 weeks in paed, I enjoy every single of it except for adapting issue on first few weeks.
I love kids and even when they are sick they still the most gorgeous and masha Allah creature.
Some experience with fretful child, died child and happy nice nicely smile responsively will always be my memories and sort of motivation for me to keep strong to endure all posting insha Allah

Please du'a for me to pass all and may Allah swt make it easy

ma lesh, habibtee

Assalamu alaikom all :D

it is 20th of Ramadan . I cant let the ramadan go :(
Today, I've learnt to accept whatever Allah decide for me , the test Allah swt gave me and at the same time learn to say: Ma lesh (means : it is ok in arabic but more deeper meaning). Ma lesh, nafisah, it is the time to move on . Allah swt will give you the best and when the time is correct,insha Allah . have faith on Allah and remmeber at-Talaq ,(2-3)