orthopedic posting

Assalamu alaikom /heyy

Now, I'm in my 3rd posting of the year. well , i missed the 2nd part of the posting - surgery, never mind. orthopedic post. is the hardest posting so far.. i think 6 weeks posting . I was dying in 1st week but alhamdulillah after 'soul talk' I m doing fine :) Now, i feel I lost the path once again- it is just like , am I doing the correct thing? Hmm. anyway ,:

 there are 5 teams altogether( hand, spine, arthro, paed n ooru) but I m in ooru team- (deal with tumor, osteosarcoma, Ewing's sarcoma, chrondroblastoma, too much diabetic foot ulcer- common stuff , PID ( lost in our team suppose to be in spine team, maybe) , all new stuff, too much oncall in our team! it is not fair :(. Too many OT to attend yuckk .I dont really like go to clinic too on sunday and tuesday, but after my supervisor came back from leave, I m enjoying my clinic days. The MO are superbly nice except some that I hate a bit. but he does appear in my dream, yuckies again :(

well, apart of these not-so-good-feeling , I like reading the books haha :0 Just I need time for it. one more thing, we have more oncall time compared to other team and I super hate oncall on weekend.. yeah, who doesnt. when u wake up in themorning and 1st question pop out from mind ' oh my, why should I have oncall today? i shold continue sleep..'  but no matter what happen.   I promise my self that at the end of this posting ,I will become  an

sounds interesting , ha? hihihi :)

please make du'a for me to undergo all these to become a competent muslimah doctor in near future

xoxo, 

nafisah 

ma lesh, habibtee

Assalamu alaikom all :D

it is 20th of Ramadan . I cant let the ramadan go :(
Today, I've learnt to accept whatever Allah decide for me , the test Allah swt gave me and at the same time learn to say: Ma lesh (means : it is ok in arabic but more deeper meaning). Ma lesh, nafisah, it is the time to move on . Allah swt will give you the best and when the time is correct,insha Allah . have faith on Allah and remmeber at-Talaq ,(2-3)

Holiday

First 1 month of holiday

I started to read more islamic book escpecially and other genre as well
Sleep more
I have been started reading al-Quran as well
Do revision on my arabic language
Swim when i have free time

* To do list
~ Hang out with Izzati
~ Hang out with Sarah sukun
~ Finish Asmaul Husna 99 before July 11
~ Finish arabic lesson before Ramadan, in sha allah

alhamdulillah 3la kulli hal

just looked back at my post here made me smiling :D 

It is already june and alhamdulillah for evryhting that Allah helps me to achieve , and the rest i should work on it.

I love my self i love my life, because Allah swt made me PERFECT, flawless awwww
look my updated mission that i should work on

I m back

Assalamu alaikom/hii

i m back! it was just mood swing :P well i just too busy with student life and booksssss, sorry i cant balance with studying medic, programmes, being a facilitator , study group and halaqat ilmiah. alhamdulillah, everything is grreat on my side . =) Now i m preparing for coming exams and i try my best to post new post if not everyday . Please duaa for me to succeed in exam as well as relationship, =)

me and new things

memang malas nak packed barang untuk masuk Univesrsiti balik lepas cuti 4 bln .soo aku buli adik aku utk kemas barang utk aku..** aku memang ada problem nak organize things hmmm.malas nak pack = malas nak balik u balik.but here I am, blogging from new room in the university. hope new semester will make me more organise person and more more mature #read : rajin..ok, sambung kemas balik

Day 1 : 10 things about me

okay, as I promised I will start with day 1 ( eventhough i feel soo tired and dont feel to write)

1 - people called me nafisah, nafis, sayyid, ida
2 - Was born in August 1988 and in Islamic calendar i was born in 2 Muharam :0
3 - Currently studying to be a doctor in sha Allah or maybe a bussinesswoman
4 - I love challenge and i like to take risk but in some extent
5 - I cannot sing, my voice is teribble
6 - love to travel :)many good plans in my mind
7 - cliff was my boyfriend in 'Game Boy Advance: Harvest Moon but not he is not longer mine. i left this game but i still like to put his name on mine eventho i know someone will be jealous :P
8 - i always turn on about arabic !its culture, language and people
9 - i love babies a lot, their smile , their cuteness
10 - i want to be a rare good muslimah in sha Allah

tagged yourself

and I am so tired and it is really hot weather in Malaysia. i cant bear this hotness !!!anyway I found this from my friend page and decided to do it :)

Day One :
10 things about you click here

Day Two :
10 things you love click here

Day Three :
10 things you hate click here

Day Four :
10 things you want to say to one person click here

Day Five :
10 wishes click here

Day Six :
10 items you can't live without click here

Day Seven :
10 important people click here

Day Eight :
10 of your favourite songs click here

Day Nine :
10 ways to win your heart

Day Ten :
10 final words


i hope you enjoy reading it :P

take 2

What would you be? I got it from here

If I were a month, I'd be August
If I were a day of the week, I'd be Friday
If I were a time of day, I'd be Fajr
If I were a planet, I'd be Neptune
If I were an animal, I'd be a Horse
If I were a direction, I'd be the East
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be a Sofa
If I were a liquid, I'd be a Floats
If I were a gemstone, I'd be a Ruby
If I were a tree, I'd be a Palm tree
If I were a tool, I'd be a Laptop
If I were a flower, I'd be a Sunflower
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be an Autumn season
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be a Drum
If I were a color, I'd be Olive color
If I were an emotion, I'd be Happy go lucky
If I were a fruit, I'd be a Melon
If I were a sound, I'd be Baby's sound
If I were an element, I'd be Oxygen
If I were a car, I'd be a Honda Accord
If I were a food, I'd be Lasagne
If I were a place, I'd be Turkey
If I were a taste, I'd be Raining smell
If I were a scent, I'd smell like My favorite perfume' Balqis '
If I were an item of clothing, I'd be Abaya
If I were a body part, I'd be Eyes
If I were a facial expression, I'd be "rolls eyes"
If I were a song, I'd be 'Mama' by Maher Zain
If I were a pair of shoes, I'd be Boots
What would you be? It is your turn ---->

i dont like it for some reason

what do you think of below hijab? aren't they stunning? it does wooohooo yeah! i love alll of them *drooling


i love it but it will be much nicer if it is more wider so that i can wear it with proper hijab coverage? *sigh hmm i like the silky satiny finish but ...20 inches wide is not wide for me. it is no no for me :( my cut of point is: 28'' but i can't doubt they have awesome color and pattern.anyway if you would like to purchase you can here

I m so hungry

ignore the title above.( from now on what is my feeling will be the post title)

my semester break will be starting on June and end on September! means i got 3 months hols yay!!! but wait, long holiday just make me effing crazy. too much time= chance to waste time increase also. but never mind I've some plans to do.In sha Allah not some but lottttss

1) find part time work. i need it
2) my project runaway - i m going to be a 'fashion designer' make my own clothes,in sha Allah


3) make lasagna and some cooking esp the chessy loadie .* how i LOVE chesse



4) learn the 7th language, haha i can speak many languages ya know
5) sleep and sleep and eat = gain weight

ohhh ahhh ( unease feeling)

exam in 7 days! oh my god. i don't like the feeling :( hope everything goes well in sha Allah...lalalala please pray (du3a) for me. bittaofiq wa najjah fil el imtihan, nafys girl.

still pray for the peace in Syria.
off for study T_____________T

entered a competition

i entered a competition and you can enter also :)competition is worldwide and so easy click here i hope i can win inshaAllah because the scarves are damn hot!!!

i feel so sad but live must go on

alhamdulillah, i feel so happy today, i presented in lecture hall with almost 100 eyes looking at me and now maybe i am thinking to become a lecturer and not doctor!

♥ Allah

It becomes so fast.For less than 1 year, Allah granted me with all pleasure by being as a muslimah( sound that i m reverted, but i am)Knowing islam more and more every day, befriend with many muslimah around the globe become as my part of life now.I m now is very different than 2-3 years back.I completely the different person.It seem that i born into another person.Alhamdulillah 3la qulli hal.Allah is very close to me and i know in my heart that Allah hear my du3a......Allah Allah Allah.Pleaseee Allah, lead me to the right path always because i need you in whole my life, every second, every minute..in every breath i take i say your name Allah.who create me and this world ♥ I m weak and I ask you to give me the strength to follow Your divine book Quranul Kareem and sunnah Rasulullah ( Peace Be Upon Him) throughout my journey into the Paradise el firdous, ameeeeen .

A poem for The ONE

When things are down
And you are out of your mind
Remember just remember
Allah is The Kind.

When your life is in darkness
And nothing is right
Remember just remember
Through the darkness,
Allah is The Light.

When nothing makes sense
And your heading for demise
Remember just remember
It doesn't make sense, but Allah is The Wise.

When times are troubled
And no one seems to care
Remember just remember
Allah won't hurt you, He is The Fair.

When your heart is breaking
And your pain makes you fall
Remember just remember Allah Sees it all.

When you are weak
And the road seems long
Remember just remember
Seek strength from The Strong.

When life is a burden
And everything is unstable
Remember just remember
Allah is The Able.

When the way is cloudy
And there is no one by your side
Remember just remember
Allah is The Only Guide.

When no one wants to listen
Or is willing to lend an ear
Remember just remember
Allah is always ready to hear.

When you are poor and penniless
And you are stuck in a niche
Remember just remember
Allah is The Rich.

When you are down in your misery
And there is nowhere to run
Remember just remember
You can always run to The One.

And when your scars are hurting
And your heart is in fear
Remember just remember
Allah is really here.

I took from here

best creation : human

ok well so i wanna share another thing

S: sorry, i made you angry about that ;(
E: I still angry with you
S: ok, i know i m very stupid to do that ..i ll never say that to you. i shouldnt say that silly thing,ok?
E: listen here, you have smartmind , you are not silly and stupid because Allah says :ولقد كرمنا بني آدم وحملناهم في البر والبحر ورزقناهم من الطيبات وفضلناهم على كثير ممن خلقنا تفضيلا (Isra:70)
which means:And We have certainly honored the children of Adam and carried them on the land and sea and provided for them of the good things and preferred them over much of what We have created, with [definite] preference.
S: okay...but sorry again.

so , who are we to deny Allah s creation that we are smart? Allah swt has made us very beautiful with a complex and unique system in our body and we deny it? astaghfirullah, let s us purify our heart and ponder about it a little bit...

2 choices

between 2 paths

if we seek to please the people Allah will let
us with the people" what ever we do we do it for the sake of Allah and
not fear of any man, truly Allah is the only protector. And pleasing
Allah is the name of the game may Allah make it easier upon all of us
to steadfast upon the haqq (truth) ameen

in our life we can't always get accepted with people for things we do especially deeds we do for our religion or whatever in life. we cant please them always and at the same time please Allah.So many times we have to sacrifice for the sake of Allah

i m a motivated person!

Shawal is over and Zulkaeda is starting...So, lets increase our deed and amal to gain Allah's redha,insha Allah.And I m sure today will be a very hectic and beneficial day for me,insha Allah

spread islam in your words

Assalamu Alaikum warahmatulah wabaarkatuh..
Lets Do something For islam.
Spread the sunnah of Our Holy Prophet(PBUH).
Dont Say hello.. Say AssalamuAlaikum,
Dont say Thanx ,, say JazakAllah kheir,
...Dont say Bye,, say Fe AmanAllah,
Dont Say Great.. say MashaALlah,
Dont say Ok.. say InshaALlah,
Dont say I am Fine.. Say Alhumdolillah,
Dont say wonderful.. say SubhanALlah.

Ya Allah, You dont need my obedience but i need Your mercy,
Ya Allah, my disobedience will not affect You but Your punishment will destroy me.
there is no god but Allah, verily i am the wrongdoer. pls forgive me. ameen wa ajmaeen

I asked for Strength.........
And Allah gave me Difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for Wisdom.........
And Allah gave me Problems to solve.

I asked for Prosperity.........
And Allah gave me Brain and Brawn to work.

I asked for Courage.........
And Allah gave me Danger to overcome.

I asked for Love..........
And Allah gave me Troubled people to help.

I asked for Favours.........
And Allah gave me Opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted ........
I received everything I needed!


"So blessed be Allah, the best of creators!" [Surah 23 : verse 14]