so ...

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

so, when my head tired with study thingy, I ended up with doing medical speciality test online. Aha , these what I get:

Rank	Specialty	Score
1	pediatrics	40
2	med oncology	40
3	dermatology	40
4	radiation oncology	38
5	urology	37
6	psychiatry	37
7	ophthalmology	36
8	colon & rectal surgery	36
9	rheumatology	36
10	gastroenterology	35
11	endocrinology	35
12	physical med & rehabilitation	34
13	hematology	34
14	preventive med	34
15	radiology	34
16	general surgery	33
17	occupational med	33
18	otolaryngology	33
19	emergency med	33
20	anesthesiology	33
21	allergy & immunology	33
22	neurosurgery	33
23	pulmonology	32
24	nephrology	32
25	nuclear med	32
26	aerospace med	32
27	plastic surgery	31
28	neurology	31
29	orthopaedic surgery	31
30	general internal med	31
31	cardiology	30
32	family practice	29
33	obstetrics/gynecology	28
34	infectious disease	27
35	pathology	25
36	thoracic surgery	23

well, I always thinking to become a pediatrician but we will see. :)

ya Rab !

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

alhamdulillah for everything, I just knew that my student who I taught last semester did very well in her  form 3 exam, congratz to her and :) I m so happy for that.

but still i don't know why .i feel something missing in my heart :(
o Allah , I hope everything will be okay in my life now. It is just too hurt to accept the reality :(

my wish lists as a student

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

1) Start study with bismillah , not just study but for everything
2) Study everyday with istiqamah
3) Make my own notes
4) Remember the key points
5) and be hardworking
6) Practise practise

xoxo
nafisah :)

Just another year

Bismillahirrahmannirahim

It's  January 1st , 2013. Nothing interested, just another normal life.

بحلول العام الجديد أتمنى لكافة الأصدقاء و الأحبة عاما سعيدا مملوءا بالدفء و الآمال الطيبة

بارك الله فيكم العام الجديد

I  wish you a very happy new year hoping that Allah swt would grant us His generosity and care

May the new year 2013 be a year filled with good health, good imaan and lots of happiness.

orthopedic posting

Assalamu alaikom /heyy

Now, I'm in my 3rd posting of the year. well , i missed the 2nd part of the posting - surgery, never mind. orthopedic post. is the hardest posting so far.. i think 6 weeks posting . I was dying in 1st week but alhamdulillah after 'soul talk' I m doing fine :) Now, i feel I lost the path once again- it is just like , am I doing the correct thing? Hmm. anyway ,:

 there are 5 teams altogether( hand, spine, arthro, paed n ooru) but I m in ooru team- (deal with tumor, osteosarcoma, Ewing's sarcoma, chrondroblastoma, too much diabetic foot ulcer- common stuff , PID ( lost in our team suppose to be in spine team, maybe) , all new stuff, too much oncall in our team! it is not fair :(. Too many OT to attend yuckk .I dont really like go to clinic too on sunday and tuesday, but after my supervisor came back from leave, I m enjoying my clinic days. The MO are superbly nice except some that I hate a bit. but he does appear in my dream, yuckies again :(

well, apart of these not-so-good-feeling , I like reading the books haha :0 Just I need time for it. one more thing, we have more oncall time compared to other team and I super hate oncall on weekend.. yeah, who doesnt. when u wake up in themorning and 1st question pop out from mind ' oh my, why should I have oncall today? i shold continue sleep..'  but no matter what happen.   I promise my self that at the end of this posting ,I will become  an

sounds interesting , ha? hihihi :)

please make du'a for me to undergo all these to become a competent muslimah doctor in near future

xoxo, 

nafisah